BOOK: The Exorcist By William Peter Blatty

 

The Exorcist by William Peter Blatty -
 My friend from work recommended this book so here goes, I wasn't really interested in the film I hope the book is better.
 
THIS BOOK IS AMAZING, I was pissed when I had to put it down to go to work it took me three days to read I totally recommend it to everyone.
 
What are you reading this month?

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DIY: Fixing My Coat

This morning I had finished work about 8am so I went to Sainsbury's had a brew and read a bit of my book (Hit Girls by Dreda Say Mitchell) then I decided to so shopping right next door is Matalan. I now have my own Matalan card I bought some jeans because I only have one pair I found this reductions rail and everything one it did look a bit too destroyed but I am always good for a bargain I found this amazing Coat.
It was originally £32
Reduced to £22
 Then £16
 Then £12.20
Then finally £8
which is when I found it when I read the label closer it said the FAULT was a Missing Belt, now I hate belts they make me look feel all restricted so this was perfect for me.
When I got it home I took a closer look and found there where a few more things wrong with it but only minor a little hole in the side, I pulled a bit of thread and the button fell off. My Fault really.

 

 
As you can see the whole was really small and the button too about 2 minutes to sew back on but this coat is perfect over all very formal and smart which is what I need right now.
 


 
 

DIY Tie Dye Jumper

Hi there the story with his one is a put my white long sleeve jumper in the was with the hubbies red long sleeve jumper and dyed it patchy pink, what a idiot!
The only dye I have a the minute is black after moving I never refilled them all but I will be doing soon.
Here's a little how to I didn't take a before or during picture so we just got the end product.


What's needed?
1: piece of clothing
2: coloured dye
3: string

How to?
1: cut the  string in to manageable lengths they will need to be wrapped tightly around the clothing so about the length of a ruler.
2: cut off any lengthy bits they might get in the way once tied around the clothing anyway you can get designs on the Internet if you want to be really crafty.
3: (I use my bath but many recommend a bucket) their will be dye instructions on the packet but I just o with what feels best which is warm water and the dye mix it together then slowly add the clothing level for a few hours.
4: take the clothing out of the bath squeeze the water out of the clothing as best as you can carry it to the washing machine cut off all the string and check out the design you have created.
5: put it in the washer on a normal wash with other dyed clothes.
6: put it threw the washer again but with a few old towels this will get the last of the dye out if any and it will help prince the clothes better.

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10: Bring on the year!

 I have refused you and I feel good about it, I feel strong.
I miss the company, I miss you but I am not giving in I can't do this to myself I have to be strong and good to me.
 
I am not sorry, I need to do this for me 😀

Its the first of January I have resisted you for a few days now and I feel good here's to a brand new year of great partying, great people.

9: I will resist you!

To I did it I resisted you I said no and I feel great for saying that my insides feel happy I am happy with me today.
I will resist you that's a promise to myself.

8: I gave in!

Today I am very disappointed with myself I gave in to you again and I should not have.
You knew you had me and I can't say no to you so you play on it and know I will give in.
You bite my neck and that was it you opened my jeans and your fingers played you know I love that, you now you had me.

You then turned me around and entered me from behind it felt good to feel you again but I knew it was wrong but I carried on anyway then you pulled out and went to have anal sex I have never done that before you got it half way in and it hurt too much so I pulled away you didn't seem to mind you just went back to fucking me from behind, it was good to hear you when you cum you gripped me tighter and went faster, it was good.

Then I brought you breakfast!

7: The last time!

You asked me to come and help you get rid of something so I came to town thinking you needed help with something and all you wanted to do was get rid of a hard on so stupidly enough I had sex with you, you didn't stay up very long and you weren't fully hard I knew you were going off me, I wasn't your cup of tea any more.

Then you got a text I saw who it was off, it was off her, Natalie!

You went all cold on very quickly so I got my coat and left.
Its hurts to say this but I have to now this is and will be the last time anything happens between you and me.

I don't want to be your sex toy any more
I don't want to be your friend anymore either
I don't want you in my life any more
I AM MOVING ON!

Goodbye Stranger.
I wish you nothing but happiness, light and love wherever your path takes you.


6: Do you remember?

Do you remember the time you made me walk back into town after I was almost home for the morning after pill for your girl friend?

Do you remember the time I lent you money so you wouldn't starve?

Do you remember the time you called me a piece of shit and a waste of space?

Do you remember leaving me waiting around in town for you while you went to see her and forgot to tell me?
 
I remember!

5: Proving a point.

Your birthday was on the 2nd December and I invited you to mine you said you only slept with me to prove a point.
I asked what point and you said you didn't know when the woman was cuming because you couldn't feel it.
 
You also seemed very proud of that!
 
That was the turning point for me in new then everything was gone, anything you felt for me was gone but I still stuck around stupidly enough.
I was hoping you would look at me and tell me how good I smelt and how you enjoyed kissing me again but you never did.
 
And to this day you still don't.

4: You pushed me away for her!

You text me saying you wanted to be friends it destroyed me slowly from the inside out then you came to my house and had sex with me and I let you but then you kept saying you just wanted to be friends, you mixed me up so much.

You were using me like yo yo and I let you because I thought if I let you might actually look at me again like I a human and not a sex toy.
You eventually told me you met someone else, you should not have done that!
I went in to the shop and looked for her I died all over again she was tall, skinny, dark haired everything I wasn't!

I cried walking home I knew it was too good to be true but I kept letting you use me.
You said one time you're falling for her it, crushed me.
You said you didn't want to hurt her by sleeping with the two of us my reply was 
WHAT ABOUT MY FUCKING FEELINGS!!!!

And yet I still let you use me.

Warehouse Hunting For The Expansion Of Business

Over the past couple of weeks i have been looking for a more solid base for my filming and my studio as well as somewhere i can live (3 in 1)
I has taken a long time and i am still no closer but i have not given up hope yet and heres some pictures of a few places i found on the internet.










3: The first time.

The  first time we had sex was amazing, you where amazing. 
So kind and gentle i was in heaven I cum more than once and I wanted you all night over and over again the we showered together I have never felt more sexy and like a real woman in my life, you where heaven. 

The kisses were like dreams little explosions in my mouth my lips tingled we laid together afterwards you had your arms around me like you would never let go. 
I did things with you I would never do with anyone else you made me feel brave like I could take on the world.

I felt so good inside, you where like a breath of fresh air. 
Every time I saw you I wanted you there and then I didn't care who was watching us but you would never hold my hand in public I never understood why!

You never explained....was it me? 

Today's Food

Today's food is called (I don't know)
Right let me explain I found this recipe on line but can't remember where, its really easy to do but I was just tied up with work till today.
 
What you need:
Cherry tomatoes
Grated cheese
Olive oil
Fresh basil leaves
4 eggs
Bread (I choose tiger bread but the choice is yours)
 
How to:
1: chop the tomatoes in half and place them in the bottom of the oven dish.
2: Tear up the basil and spread over the top of the tomatoes.
3: Grate the cheese over the top.
4: Sprinkle with olive oil.
5: Crack the egg's over the mixture.
6: Place in the oven on a low heat for about 15 minutes or until the eggs are cooked thoroughly.
7: Take out the oven, plate with some bread of your choice.


 



Febuary's Lady Boner: Dakota Fanning

 
Hannah Dakota Fanning
(born February 23, 1994),
 known professionally as Dakota Fanning,
is an American actress who rose to prominence after her breakthrough performance at age seven in the 2001 film I Am Sam. Her performance earned her a nomination for a Screen Actors Guild Award at age eight in 2002, making her the youngest nominee in history. As a child actress, she went on to appear in high-profile films such as Man on Fire (2004), War of the Worlds (2005) and Charlotte's Web (2006). Fanning then began the transition to more adult roles with Hound dog (2007) and The Secret Life of Bees (2008). Her recent film roles have included the eponymous character in Coralline (2009), Cherie Currie in The Runaways (2010), Annie James in The Motel Life (2013), and Jane in The Twilight Saga (2009–12).
Fanning  also makes fashion-related jobs. Her debut in modelling came in 2009 when she made the cover of various magazines like Elle , Vanity Fair , Cosmopolitan among others. She also appeared in the fashion week in New York in 2014 , at the opening ceremony of Fashion Week New York Spring / Summer 2015 .
Apart from her acting career , Fanning also dedicated to Philanthropy in 2009 was awarded the Youth Ambassadors Award (Young Ambassadors) by Children's rights .
In 2014 Fanning and Mark Shriver , president of Save the Children. The actress supply an estimated $25 million to implement education programs for early childhood.
 






 
 


A week in movies: Season 2, 3, 4 The Walking Dead

The Walking Dead

I am in love with this show the characters are amazing over time they have really grown and bonded together.
I have watched all the seasons in about 3 weeks thank God for the library. 
I can not wait for season 5 to be on telly.





Imbolc, Feast Of Bridget

Imbolc, also known as the Feast of Brigid, on February 1, celebrates the arrival of longer, warmer days and the early signs of spring.
It is one of the four major "fire" festivals (quarter days), referred to in Irish mythology from medieval Irish texts. The other three festivals on the old Irish calendar are Beltane, Lughnasadh, and Samhain.
 
The word Imbolc means literally "in the belly" in the old Irish Neolithic language, referring to the pregnancy of ewes.
In ancient Irish mythology Brigid was a fire goddess. Nowadays her canonization is celebrated with a perpetual flame at her shrine in Kildare.
 
St. Brigid represents the Irish aspect of divine femininity in her role as patron of babies, blacksmiths, boatmen, cattle farmers, children whose parents are not married, children whose mothers are mistreated by the children's fathers, Clan Douglas, dairymaids, dairy workers, fugitives, Ireland, Leinster, mariners, midwives, milkmaids, nuns, poets, the poor, poultry farmers, poultry raisers, printing presses, sailors, scholars, travellers, and watermen.
 
 Here’s a busy saint!
One folk tradition that continues in some homes on St. Brigid's Day
(or Imbolc) is that of the Brigid's Bed.

 
The girls and young, unmarried, women of the household or village create a corn dolly to represent Brigid, called the Brideog ("little Brigid" or "young Brigid"), adorning it with ribbons and baubles like shells or stones. They make a bed for the Brideog to lie in.
On St. Brigid's Eve (Jan 31), the girls and young women gather together in one house to stay up all night with the Brideog, and are later visited by all the young men of the community who must ask permission to enter the home, and then treat them and the corn dolly with respect.
 
Brigid is said to walk the earth on Imbolc eve. Before going to bed, each member of the household may leave a piece of clothing or strip of cloth outside for Brigid to bless. The head of the household will smother (or "smoor") the fire and rake the ashes smooth.
In the morning, they look for some kind of mark on the ashes, a sign that Brigid has passed that way in the night or morning. The clothes or strips of cloth are brought inside, and believed to now have powers of healing and protection.
On the following day, the girls carry the Brideog through the village or neighbourhood, from house to house, where this representation of the saint/goddess is welcomed with great honour.
 
Adult women — those who are married or who run a household — stay home to welcome the Brigid procession, perhaps with an offering of coins or a snack. Since Brigid represents the light half of the year, and the power that will bring people from the dark season of winter into spring, her presence is very important at this time of year.
Neopagans of diverse traditions observe this holiday in a variety of ways. As forms of neopaganism can be quite different and have very different origins, these representations can vary considerably despite the shared name.
Some celebrate in a manner as close as possible to how the ancient Celts are believed to have observed the festival, as well as how these customs have been maintained in the living Celtic cultures. Other types of neopagans observe the holiday with rituals taken from numerous other unrelated sources, Celtic cultures being only one of the sources used.
Imbolc is usually celebrated by modern Pagans on February 1 or 2 in the Northern Hemisphere, and August 1 or 2 in the Southern Hemisphere, or at the solar midpoint between the winter solstice and spring equinox, which now falls later in the first week or two of February.